i Hate OutSourching....

I should defend the interests of the company and are in a neutral party between the company and employees. but this is a wedge heart and seemed contradictory. I do have to be a pawn in the company, but I myself was not an official part of the company because I'm only borrowing.

as if only an item on loan and can be discharged at any time, so I'm not bound by my own company. it is a problem, when I have to defend the interests of the company but I'm not part of them. I like the circle is outside the circle.

the difference was like I felt and somewhat explained, among permanent employees or contract directly with outsourch. of the uniform we were wearing outsourch name beside the name of his company.

ought to outsource the company's contract but the contract immediately abolished. because of the commission given money to outsource the company is better given to the employee. commission taken by the outsourch usually at least 30% of take home pay of employees.

not a bad number if given to the employee and can increase income for outsourced employees. or may the facilities provided, if the employee who provided the insurance company directly from the class that can go into the hospital level, but what happened to outsource only secured by JPK that his level of health centers only if the hospital would be rejected, the process is long-winded and others. 

I am so sorry to be employees of the outsourcing but not with the work I do. if indeed there is no change for the future, sorry I have to go from this company.

 

Yg Pertama "benjol" di kening...huft

akhirnya yang di nantikan datang juga... tepat dikening disebelah kiri itu membiru dan muncul lengkungan manis, yaks itu lah benjol" pertama yang didapat oleh ThieRRy. hari itu kamis, 9 desember 2011, jam 4 sore saya mendapat telepon dari rumah yang bilang kalau thierry jatuh tersungkur dilantai saat bermain, dan jidat nya langsung "benjol" dengan sok tenang saya menanggapi nya padahal hati ini panik.
sesampai nya dikantor, tanpa banyak bicara saya langsung beresin tas dan langsung pulang pakai ojek ke rumah. berada dirumah saya langsung periksa jidatnya thierry sungguh muncul rasa sesal dihati tapi tidak ada yang perlu dikhawatirkan berlebihan. saya suruh mba yang biasa menjaga thierry untuk menyiapkan air didingin + es batu, handuk kecil & alkohol, semua siap langsung saya kompres jidatnya. rupa thierry terbangun karena kompresan, ia langsung menangis perlahan, sambil saya peluk ia masih menanggis sambil tergugu (seakan bercerita apa yang terjadi) seakan nangisnya tak kunjung selesai, maka saya peluk erat thierry sambil berucap, "sakit yah sayang dicium lantai...maaf yah mama lagi kerja td pas kamu jatuh...mama sayang thierry". hanya dalam 5 menit pelukan saja, maka seolah rasa sakit yang ia rasakan telah hilang. thierry langsung asyik bermain lagi.
walaupun pagi harinya thierry sempet agak sumeng sedikit tapi bersyukur siangnya suhu badannya normal kembali.

tapi sungguh kuasa, dengan pelukan rasa sakit yang hanya bisa ditahan dapat hilang dan kembali ceria. sungguh anak qw jika memerlukan diriku dimana saja dan kapan saja, aku akan berusaha untuk ada. karena apalah artinya uang jika anak qw tak bahagia.


pelukan, ciuman dan rasa kasih mungkin sekarang ia tak mengingatnya, tapi buat qw itu selalu menemani hari-hari saat tak bersamanya.


semua yang terjadi padanya, ku harap aq bersamanya dan berbagi bersama, dengan senyuman....


-MOMMY LOVE THIERRY-

love you always "THIERRY"

in this world not gold, diamond or jewelery that shine for me....

but you are my sunshine, when you smile its made me feel comfort

my soul feel fully with love when you hug me...

and your kiss made me beuty inside...

coz of you i feel complit inside and outside...

no matter what happen, you are everything

you are my world...

even everybody angry, not like me or want me out of this world

but i just need you to hug me, and smile without worried

and i'll be fine....

coz you are my streght....

give me more power to stand up and face all bad thing

just for you, i'll will be smile even i hurt

just for you, i san wake up even i want lay down...

just you give me a wonderfull life...

love you always "THIERRY"

BBM jadi renungan....

kemaren gak sengaja bbm-an sama mantan bos (baru aja keluar setengah bulan cyn) tentang temen yang keluar lebih dulu dari sebelum gw masuk (kebetulan kenal) 

"pak, cie anu resign dari tempat barunya tuh" gw.

"masa sih, bukannya baru 2bulan yah kerja disana???"

"kenapa emang resign??" mantan bos

"katanya gak betah pak, gak ngerti alasannya apa!"

"mau ngelamar lagi x pak di *----* ...." gw

"mana ada posisi di *----* untuk orang seperti itu..."

kerjaannya lelet banget, semua atasan pada komplain...

gak diterima deh...!!!" mantan bos

"hahahahhahahaha....bapak sadis ihh..."

gak boleh kaya gtu tau pak.." gw

"gak bo'ong kok, tanya aja langsung sama high bos nya..." mantan bos

sampai segitunya kah orang tidak disukai karena pekerjaannya. lalu syarat yang harus disukai untuk bekerja apa??? atau jangan-jangan karena kualifikasinya bagus, cv keren bahasa ingrris FASEEEHHH jadi modal utama bahwa yang melamar atau kandidat sudah pasti hebat. lalu bagaimana kalo kejadiannya seperti diatas, walaupun karyawan tersebut tidak di pecat dari pekerjaannya melainkan mengundurkan diri, lalu image yang terbentuk akan sulit dihilangkan. dan ada kemungkinan orang tersebut juga tidak tahu kalau dibelakangnya.

apakah karyawan juga menyadari hal-hal mengenai apa kekurangannya dalam bekerja, bukan hanya mengenai kelebihan yang dipunyai sehingga meminta kenaikan gaji saja...

karena percakapan diatas, tersadar bahwa sesungguhnya bekerja juga butuh korektifitas yang tinggi terhadap cara kerja, lingkungan didalam dan diluar pekerjaan. 

dan semoga kita bisa lebih baik lagi dari perenungan yang tidak sangka sebenarnya.

last month of the year

its last month of the year, and what i've done to trough of this year....

its like a simponi of life, that we played sound of music and remember it or if that bad music we forget it. this year a lot of memories in my life...

i'm become mother....

wonderfull, beutifull and amaze with my baby...

and i fall in love when i see him evenly i'm flying coz anesthetic...

have him its so unprizesless... 

i'm back to work....

evenly a lot of my family disagree with me to leave my son in home and i working, i just think to have my own money, and itsn my husband dont give me much, but because i want get independent...

and give my brain a job to think, just in home made me stupid (its what i feel)

my pray for this year :

hopely this year, will be end with a happiness

more hope that my family its always be in protect of god...

and for next year...

hope my job will be good or find more good one (pls let me become employee permanent)

and my son more smart, health, strugle and all goodness with him

plus my husband its always healthy, lovely and become a great father...

so let we finish this year....