september ini kehamilan qw tercinta ini masuk 6bulan...ceneng deh, woww rasanya...udah bisa nendang2, lincah and gimana2 deh... kehamilan ini emang banyak pengaruhnya kekehidupan g, walau jujur g rindu jadi g yg dulu tapi g juga excited bgtz buat jadi ibu....
yg g rinduin sebelom g merried its :
1. work : its mean a lot for me, i'm never be doing nothing... and i have my own pay off course...
2. love to hang out : even now i can hang out, but i must limited, its just come and happen normaly...
3. love to help : coz i have my own pay, i can help anyone that i want...especialy my cousin..thx god they understand what happend to me now..
and still many more...
happiness become a mom, its make me have another side of fear that can i become a good mom??? or i just let my baby alone...coz now i'm already thinking to working, after i finish a exklusif asi... ohh god i just want become a great mom, love my kids and become part of their life, to understand they, to love and care...
its feel i 'm go to a new room, a new part of life...and i dont have enough education, experience, just instinct to get my way...
gosh it seem still long way to get new year and my baby born, hope that i can take care my baby in my preganance or when my baby already born to d'world...
its become september ceria for me, like singer vina panduwinata. but not the weather, its la nina season, so u just get rainy days or a hot weather of a middle days and half again still rain... and of course if jakarta alaways rainy so its welcome "BANJIR"
anyway, i'm happy become pregnance, its such a big thing :D
